b4you157

its hard trying to be what they want me to be. i wonder why they cant see its just not me. i know they wanted that pretty blonde Barbie doll girl but i just cant be what they want me to be. all i wanna do is scream when they look at me, is it so hard to just be free. now they shout at me your wrothless, your fat, your not my  daughter they say and sometimes i wish it where true. im just a fuck up i cant do anything right for them....

Auh How I cant Stand It Anymore All I Do Is Brake Up And Never Get Anything Right.How I Wish I Could See Whats Wrong With Me.Well In Maner Of Fact I Do See Its Evertthing About Me.How I Always Keep Eveverthing 2 Myslef Never Letting Anyone Get Close.But When I Let Someone Get Close They Hurt Me.Auh Maybe Its Better 4 Me 2 Not Let Anyone In No More Block Eveone Out Like Always.Puch Ppl Away Like Everone Dose 2 Me And Puch Me Away.Well I'm Going 2 Go And Talk 2 My Bffe Bouts Everthing Becuase They Are The Only Ones I Can Trust Anymore.....>,